You're not hardcore unless you live hardcore..

Hey blog it's been a while right? Well not really had much to talk about been doing the usual which normally consists of working, sleeping and seeing my lovely boyfriend in between all of that. But last week on the same week as the Queens diamond Jubilee I had the week off work, and WHAT a week it was. Started off on Monday with a 'chill day' where I had one of my usual internet days and then at night I watched some of the Jubilee concert and cringed at it and the shit acts they had playing, Cliff Richard..I mean really?? Yeah the less said about that concert the better hmmm. But Tuesday was a day of awesomeness..Me and Paul headed off to Manchester yet again, stayed in the same cool hotel and in between arriving and sleeping we did our usual thing which usually involves getting stupidly drunk, taking over juke boxes in every pub we go in and generally just having a brilliant time rocking out in each others company! We were however disappointed with the club we visited last time 'Satans hollow' It was just well...shite! Don't know why it seemed so much more appealing last time, guess we were still on a high from seeing Shinedown? But yeah no idea why the music was so crap and all the 'kids' were standing in one place not moving a muscle, really odd! So we decided to abandon ship and head back to the Salisbury which involved more drinking, talking to random Swedish bloke and more epic juke box take-over-ness! So yeah we were pretty wrecked when we got back to our room and almost had a fight with a pringles machine on the way! Next day we were pretty damn hungover but was so worth it. Always love my time with Paul he is my best friend, lover, partner in crime, fellow music soul-mate..all of those things are more.. I love you baby <3 So Wednesday was pretty much a rule out anything day, apart from going for a meal and then getting on a train home, Paul stayed on a few days with an old friend.. Thursday was a cool day too even though my insides still felt like they didn't belong to me. I did a spot of shopping and then met up with a good friend of mine Sam! I recently got back in touch with her and I'm so glad as she is one of my true friends, someone who has always been there for me and is also on my wavelength and that is so hard to find nowadays! We went for coffee and had a catch up so was lovely to see her :-) Need to see more of her but she works insane shifts, worse than mine but she'll be glad when she starts her new job and does more normal hours! Then we get to Friday, well this was the day I finally got to see Chris, okay I may have moaned about him in previous entries about him not getting in contact etc, but I take that back now as we had such a great time together getting drunk like the old days! Was so happy it was just me and him that went out, as much as I adore Dan his partner it was good to have a 'me and Chris night' and boy did we have fun! Drank vodka until the next morning in a gay club in Sheffield, not my usual music but I put up with it for him! Was like we'd never been apart for 7 months I was so happy to be with him again and catch up, he hasn't changed a bit! Nobody can replace this guy as my best friend not many people 'get me' but he does, although he questions my taste in music but I can say the same about him ;) He is also happy I have found my true love and kept asking me when the wedding or having a baby is, erm steady on there Christopher lol! I have told him to just text me sometimes even though we can't see each other like in the past we can still be in contact I have missed him in my life so much, to the point where it hurt me! But yep Saturday was another hangover day, it wasn't as bad as the one on Wednesday it was more tiredness, but that is what happens when you go out until 5am hmmm yeah, no sympathy? didn't think so.. Had another 'chill day' on Sunday and then spent the night with my gorgeous Paul! Just watching dvds, playing x box and watching the inbetweeners. Sometimes the simple days when we're together are my favourite just cuddling, kissing, playing awesome music and hanging out together, these are my favourite times and it was definitely the perfect end to an amazing week off. I feel so much love for this amazing man I miss him already! All I can say is roll on 7 weeks time when we get to rock our asses of at Bloodstock open air festival! I have never done a weekend festival before so I'm mainly going for the experience but Alice Cooper and Machine head headlining does help :-D In conclusion I have learned that my true friends do not work with me, I can probably count them on one hand..I treasure the good times I have with them and can't wait for many more. But most of all I feel so lucky and blessed to be in such a beautiful relationship with somebody who truly loves me and of course the feeling is mutual! I love everything we are, everything we're about and the good times we have, they mean the world to me! Doing my crappy job for the next 7 weeks will be so worth everything, Do not let your job consume who you are its just something I 'do' its not who I am. What I wrote about is who I am and what I'm about! Fuck the masses we are who we are with awesome taste in everything! Do not follow the crowd be your own person, over and out for now!